Don’t really have much to say today. My brain is busy analyzing the decisions I will soon have to make. Decisions that concern my career.
Option one gives me stability and structure, and less money (likely).
Option two gives me a greater amount of freedom and flexibility, and more money. But less stability.
I’m torn between the two, AND a third option that’s on the near horizon (concerning my writing). It’s wonderful to be hit with so many opportunities, especially in this economy. BUT, it’s also very overwhelming. I’m doing my best not to over-think things and weigh my preferences according to what feels right.
Though, I’m not quite sure what feels right at this point. I will have to wait until the weekend, when I will be forced to contend with the specific circumstances that surround option one.
And if I choose option one, will I blow my chances with option two?
Will option two still be available if I take option one and then decide I made the wrong decision?
What if I choose option two and then it falls through and I wish I would’ve chosen option one?
Does option three render options one and two pointless?
I suddenly feel like I’m in the middle of a terrible math-solving riddle.
“God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
“Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
- Reinhold Niebuhr
I hate to be a wuss, but my brain has nearly fried from an abundance of assessing. Need to put it on my pillow before the fuses start blowing from all of the circuits firing at once.